Whack

I met someone… Met someone and fell for someone. Not too hard, luckily. But, none the less…..certainly fell. So this is my story I’m going to tell…

At the beginning, it was both ways, mutual feelings. No strays…straight free love, all the way. Then, I gave it up. and as much as I wanted to give it up, cause I wanted it just as much.. I didn’t ask for his touch..yet willingly, he gave it to me…Smoothly and sincerely. But truly, I see now…just how false it all was.  He fed me the appetite for seduction and romanticism and I bit into his sweet apple, which with time has rot. So I bought, my one way ticket to take the train to gain the soul searching strain..

This man, wasn’t just any man tho… he seemed very real. Ironically, I’m not one to get emotionally attached. But he seemed emotionally attached and sincere so i felt no fear…. feeding me the love destruction my naive soul needed at the time being.With that being said…I’ve taken what he fed me, even that weekend filled with amazement…. all of it and put it up on a shelf…that way me, I and myself, can find ourselves.

Real eyes realize real eyes and your almond shaped, amber colored eyes, lied. Funnily, you didn’t have to lie to me, cause quite frankly, dear.. you were sweet, and young; neither are traits that I hold in high regard.. and as much as you used me, I used you…. Difference between us though is.. I don’t show emotions, while on the inside I certainly feel them…and all along you..show false emotions you clearly don’t feel. So now, it takes time to heal. Cause I..sure as hell fell for your trap and.. where are you now, in time crunch?
But I’m back. Return of the Mack…but this is indeed wack! … the feeling of neglecting for he is juggling two girls at once, like toys….but its cause he’s a 21 year old boy…whom doesnt deserve the respect and recognition i was willing to give. for i need to live for one person…..myself.  

I’ve come to learn, through personal experiences and analyzing the world.. That men..will be men. Boys will be boys. Males with one body part which does their thinking for them.
I can’t comprehend just why it is the way it is….but it always just is what it is. Everything happens for a reason and although we never know the reason, adapt to the changes of season positively and recognize the real faces. Communication and honesty….it’s easy…. 

Live Freely ….