Epiphany

Suddenly, it dawned on me. I’m not getting any younger, so when will i start taking life seriously? I’m constantly drifting into my own world, thinking. Contemplating, analyzing, talking with myself, planning. Planning futuristic characteristics, which don’t do shit for me, currently. My nostalgia is getting a hold of me, whole heartedly. I need to find myself, passionately. I mean, I know what I want in life, it’s just the drive, I’m lacking and I cant pinpoint, WHY? I have a caring soul. & a determing goal. SUCCESS, just like everyone else. Only, I’m the boss of my decisions and I need the self assuring, self courage, recognition. It’s my position. My war. My defeat to beat, and treat, repeatedly. I had an epiphany today..and I say… I got this. Everything will come with time. My destiny will arrive.