Clustermindfuck

Listen…at first, you said I am and now you say I was. Said together we should stay, now your only led astray. Ya used to be, fun-filling, caring and filled my weekends..now you’re off for pastimes. You run, games with my mind and lay the blame in my lap and delay laying the process of renewing this broken thread…yo, I meant what I said when you werent listening and I meant what I wrote when you stopped reading, and…I’m not saying it again. Said…I’m not saying it again, you need to know that I’m coming to the end of my solo partnering, silent tendering..or, bargaining for your affection…I do gain some satisfaction from the regulation you used to willingly offer me.. Your mind is set on abiding opinion from acquaintances who’s situations process fakeness and loneliness. I try and leave but you protest…professing you love me yet can’t..show me, loving…your actions want out but you, keep in..patience be running thin as you go through your notions and ignore my emotions. I cry oceans, then the tears become orphans and my soul leaves it’s compartment and resides in a new apartment. I get legit migraines, serious fear gains, physical heart strains and bloody tear stains…with increases in the pain, yo…I’m walking away…i mean, I wish I could stay, but your careless and none the less we all know, less is more and you, don’t show me more, you show me less and less…and less….and I don’t know who your attentions gets, but…I have an ache I’ve got to break…starting with today.