Yo…why do you keep me hidden like some kinda mistress…it was thee that fed me the fruit to believe we should go for this once again, when it’s known..fully blown proven, that the second, third or constantillionth time around is never as good as the first, while it still has its worth, while the love is still pure & truth…before the lies and falsely highs arrive….before you hide things from me for the sake of…nothing really..it makes you a damn liar. who wants to be fake and be the maker of shame games.. Small or large, the baggage you carry, carries on..lingering here, suffocating me, holding me, hostage. I need to breathe…I can’t see. I don’t know who you are nor what you want from me…all I know is you stole my heart and I want it back…that heart is gold and worth a lot… you played your games before this day and I, can’t sit here and say I just let it all pass my way….it still haunts my every positive thought, brought by you and I trying to rekindle this photographic situation, you’ve created. Im not one to point fingers, my love…but this is reality aching poetry…and in speaking reality, you took advantage of me. If im Wrong, show me so…but you took an adventure to better yourself and you ended up weakening her. Breaking her walls, allowing you in, and foolish enough like me, fell in love. didn’t she know, you were still in love? Oh, no…that’s right, you gladly guided her though your dark passageway in an attempt to melt away, yesterdays…then later left astray. Not surprising, you see…you ran an old game, in a new place, flew back to the past trying to renew it, again…If you’re trying to take your hardware tools in an attempt to fix all the broken rules this relationship went through, I don’t see how you think, that by your current actions, I would ever be your woman ever again. Do you appreciate me? Are you really in love? Do you even Know what I’m worth? Im a Woman warrior dear, lighting up dark rooms as I enter. Never surrendering my powerful being…I’m only, being…living and seeing..always been just me, same gal you fell in love with.
Here’s the issue.. you keep telling me you love me and you want me and miss me and need me, lets make this reality turning fallacy back to a reality…preaching on the fact that you cant wait to make me happy, cause you’ve got the technique to do so…your so blindly misleading yourself and missing the fact that your actions are always yelling at me…I’m sorry baby boy, but truly…you’re not doing right by me, in order to win this achievement, amazing happiness filled with intellectual conversation, the physical stimulations and dedication and love…MY love….not the love you get for free from everyone else…this is a special kinda breed…I gotta see you fight for what you want and need babe cause you left me high and dry and I’m the one that was left alone in a world full of clones wearing cloaks…picking myself up from where I left off and kept it traveling smoothly. Now you wanna come back and tell me you never stopped loving me? You made a mistake which was a well learned experience, you had to endure in order to grow? later realizing Im the one u wanted all along, from day one? Ok…so, realistically speaking….just please, shut the fuck up and talk emotionally…stop playing games with me, cause im through and different now..Show me the warrior within, wake up and smell the coffee beans, my coffee beans need lovin..my lips are lonely. true love, we once had…before the lies and fake goodbyes…crazy cause, you try and keep me a secret from the public yet you forget…they all already know…why try and lie, still? Don’t hide the truth..the truth always comes back to bite people in the ass…the truth is, you love me…so let it be. Don’t worry about how ‘stupid’ you look out to be…let ME see you for who you are…if it’s still what you want. If not, let me be cause I was doing fine before you interrupted me with your divine misleading words….sometimes I just dont know anymore, so, make me 100% sure again, by the way you profess your real loving
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