I’m not a weak being… On the contrary, I’m a strong being…and my heart is still beating.
I know, shocking..ain’t it? Considering a part of my heart had been beaten.
but…I’m a strong being. and in my foreseeing,
I might’ve brought upon some negativity…only because I was positively thinking you were keeping it..real…though really, you were using trickery…
in an attempt to keep me safe on “lay away” while you went ahead and led astray…
feeding them the same pigeon food you used to feed me…
I might’ve brought upon some negativity…only because I was positively thinking you were keeping it..real…though really, you were using trickery…
in an attempt to keep me safe on “lay away” while you went ahead and led astray…
feeding them the same pigeon food you used to feed me…
Continually asking myself, how can I still want you?
everything you’ve put me through and I…can still leave it all behind…I can do the impossible and never rewind, living in the present time…
everything you’ve put me through and I…can still leave it all behind…I can do the impossible and never rewind, living in the present time…
but you…everytime…..every. single. time we turn sour for the rest of every hour, of every day is because you continue to live your life astray…where does your heart truly lay?
you forget, the one that’s always been here for you….aware and always with a care.
you’re true best friend, your lady and lover till the end.
So much so…I still hold on to you and the things we can do..stop talking already and show me the warrior your meant to be.
you forget, the one that’s always been here for you….aware and always with a care.
you’re true best friend, your lady and lover till the end.
So much so…I still hold on to you and the things we can do..stop talking already and show me the warrior your meant to be.
Shine your light for the world to see.
King of THIS Castle…lately, you’ve been creating our situation into a hassle.
any negative notion comes from the causing and effecting of your…action and/or, lack of action…affecting me in such a way, it causes an unintentional, REaction…
King of THIS Castle…lately, you’ve been creating our situation into a hassle.
any negative notion comes from the causing and effecting of your…action and/or, lack of action…affecting me in such a way, it causes an unintentional, REaction…
but it isn’t me, REacting that way, nah…its my heart.
yeah…remember, my heart?
you used to keep her up on a shelf, secure..where you cherished her health…my heart, remembers you well, and well…I will, refrain from pessimism because optimism brings reward.
yeah…remember, my heart?
you used to keep her up on a shelf, secure..where you cherished her health…my heart, remembers you well, and well…I will, refrain from pessimism because optimism brings reward.
I know you’re still in love too…
it's same strong reason being, neither one of us can leave it alone..Only I, should…be the smarter one in this boat…
mistreatment and misunderstanding has created a black hole within my, whole.
There’s only so much one can take…thing is…you haven’t really done shit to me for me to intake…the fact that frustrates me most, causing me to..keep. this. going…is your lack of commitment…respect and love…amongst “the simple” in life.
mistreatment and misunderstanding has created a black hole within my, whole.
There’s only so much one can take…thing is…you haven’t really done shit to me for me to intake…the fact that frustrates me most, causing me to..keep. this. going…is your lack of commitment…respect and love…amongst “the simple” in life.
All i’ve been craving is the chance to gain some reassurance of you…I feel you’ve left the wrong impression on me…
lets jump start the chance to get to know one another again….
we met when we were pre-teens.
began dating when we were teens.
fell in love when at the age of sixteen…
lets jump start the chance to get to know one another again….
we met when we were pre-teens.
began dating when we were teens.
fell in love when at the age of sixteen…
Nowadays, You’ve been convicting me of loving thee…making all my feelings crime-fully.
No texting. No calling. No communicating.
Unfinished business, kill a lady…or drive her mental nuts crazy.
No texting. No calling. No communicating.
Unfinished business, kill a lady…or drive her mental nuts crazy.
lack of all this should…ALL BE ME…no attention giving, wanting and needing the distance this needs…blah, blah bull! things that shouldn’t and things that should.
One day you’re here, next day you’re there…day after that, your back and unaware of what to share….keep it really real, if its real.
One day you’re here, next day you’re there…day after that, your back and unaware of what to share….keep it really real, if its real.
Open your blind, dry, red eyes…you’re viewing me as a blessing in disguise, but why?…I am not hiding who i truly am and the blessings on the insides…I’m close to prefect…inside and out...at least that's what you've preached to me.
and I…have been ME, this whole time. now you, you’ve been unpredicatable and unstabilized.
Nomad living…Jumping from home to home, trying to make your dreams alive and I…still supporting your every stride.
and I…have been ME, this whole time. now you, you’ve been unpredicatable and unstabilized.
Nomad living…Jumping from home to home, trying to make your dreams alive and I…still supporting your every stride.
We’re not suppose to change, we’re just entitled to evolve… we always are who we are, we’re just suppose to grow up..
you act as if im asking you for something odd…as if I’m the pretty little psycho path that fell in love with you in just 4 months…bitches go crazy for you, and as much as I don’t know why…it sure as hell is true…but me, I’ve been here all along.
…The same truthful lady you fell in love with…begging for you to notice me once again…wanting the solid chance to remain a part of our step to step journey…our dreams only…you keep neglecting me…treating me silently…we keep on falling…and this, this is not the way we should be building…
you mean a lot to me…
these days its hit or miss..causing everything to be, hardly simple. the situation has grabbed my attention for the day…causing everything to be, simply hard…it always, is what it is, but this nonsensical shit, is not accurate…
you mean a lot to me…
these days its hit or miss..causing everything to be, hardly simple. the situation has grabbed my attention for the day…causing everything to be, simply hard…it always, is what it is, but this nonsensical shit, is not accurate…
my phone vibrates, and my heart beats hard at the sound of it…i rush frantically searching and hoping for your name to appear clear on the caller ID, but it doesn’t appear.
I hide my thoughts and feelings because you make me feel as if they’re all wrongfully charged…does crime pay at all?
I hide my thoughts and feelings because you make me feel as if they’re all wrongfully charged…does crime pay at all?
My fear in this, is…we’ve come far, but hardly at all…never given our solidified fair share chance at clearing this up…making it right…yet we’re always making it wrong.
with me, take it step by step. leaving it all behind.
walk down the solid line, starting fresh. no regrets. new beginnings…and no ends.
I know that feelings, of being in love, are sometimes unnecessary, when you have so many people loving you, for free. but being in love is one special thing…and being a man’s spacial lady, is even more of beautiful and special thing that I…want in…but the love of my life…the real deep consistent love…i want to feel, isn’t currently residing here…
walk down the solid line, starting fresh. no regrets. new beginnings…and no ends.
I know that feelings, of being in love, are sometimes unnecessary, when you have so many people loving you, for free. but being in love is one special thing…and being a man’s spacial lady, is even more of beautiful and special thing that I…want in…but the love of my life…the real deep consistent love…i want to feel, isn’t currently residing here…
I find that people live without the “simple things” all the time…but I’ve been silent partnering and loving, without them for quite some time.
ironically, at your best and at your worst, I will always be here for you.
Just Imagine, I have a lot to offer you…you just don’t know it cause you yet, don’t deserve it…and YOU…you bring the negative energy out of my chi and into the atmosphere…you’re the type to say one thing and do another for the sake of…probably nothing. Im sure with time, you will find, in your mind and deep within your soul, body and heart…all along, the one from the start…was always your best friend…even when apart…I just hope then, it ain’t too late.
In the meantime, Im under arrest for still feeling you the way i do…and you…you’re under arrest for always undergoing confusion….keep in mind, our memory of our melodies make beautiful music…art and poetry. theres nothing left to do but believe…..
and just breathe. bail me on outta here….
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