Respect where it's Earned...

In a world where we are all being warped and hypnotized by iphones and laptops…internets versus books…technology is taking a hold of life and the male species is losing touch with their gentleman sight…Money isn’t everything…A true gentleman shows respect…your mother is a lady and your sister is a lady…so you, must show respect where respect is earned…and I, can guarantee 95.9% of the women acheive….and they’re respectable ladies at that…therefore, there’s a way..for you men, to become men…put your man pants on.


ask a lady for permission to steal a kiss…dont just snatch it like it isn’t hers to begin with..she may be surprised with the fact that you’re different, finds it very sexy and attractive and she..will be attracted to you in more than 10 different ways. instead…texting her out on a date, texting her later to thank her…then maybe, never texting again…Easy way in and easy way out…be flat out, true. If you don’t like a lady, simply let her know. Believe it or not, the truth speaking is better than being left hanging.


the Female species has evolved in mankind…no longer trained to speak softly and carry lip stick…stronger ladies holding their own..this isn’t the 1920’s. We’re not wearing red lipstick and smiling while were washing your dishes… We’re wearing red lipstick, letting you know, “you cant fuck with me”. A bad bitch…is a bad bitch and were quite independent…buying our own drinks, declining the money, your flaunting.
Show me some dance moves. Respect at the dinner table. Give me the eye to eye contact, Im entitled.


we’re kickin’ it… Must you update your facebook status? or text message a friend, at the current moment? It’s only been 10 minutes, and already your pulling ya phone out.
same cliche comes into play…give respect wheres its earned. and if theres a lady respecting you…respect her too…unless she’s being rude, then by all means, do what you do.
but im telling y’all…learn how to behave in front of a lady and most importantly…how she should be treated.


we ladies, like gentlemen. They’re rare out there, so the feeling is swell and reviving, when coming in contact with one.
I know not all women, deserve the respect we should be given. Those malicious, rude bitches. but a woman, is a woman…. and we are from venus, so its not always clear that we will always be understanding.
everyone is…unpredictable…females and males.


I’m writing this…in an attempt to reach out to you men in hopes that you will not only be men…but become the gentlemen you were taught to be…hold a door open for a lady…I’m sure she’d do it for you… after all, it is the 21st century.
women fuck, just to fuck. So…don’t always think your the smarter part of the two…cause who would be playing who?


walking to the car? … open her door for her, then walk to yours. If your door is locked, she will lean in and open it for you.
There’s a time and place for technology…so when in good company…keep your eyes on the prize…no one wants to talk to the top of your scalp…keep your phones in your pockets…I already stressed this..but I wanna make it clear how obnoxious and rude it is…stay sincere…no lady likes an insincere, conceited prick…at that point were just using you for your dick.


Women don’t ask for much these days… they just wanna be a man’s special lady… they want to be a special part one man’s thoughts…to just simply think about them on a constance, even from a distance…surprise visits and unexpected phone calls…
forget an email or a text message…do something…unusual..write a letter….hand written. mail it out and stamp it…signed, sealed, delivered…scent it.


Choose your words carefully. Its okay to say what your thinking, just say it the right way.


If someone is talking…shut up and listen…dont just hear em out, LISTEN.
Show her the true gentleman, in you.


Walk away from altercations, if another man is looking at your lady…let him stare, you cant be the only fan. Punching a man wont show her you’re a macho man…you’ll show you’re a unconfident, little man.


Educate yourself…vocabulary is essential. You dont want to sound like you’re trying to hard…so read and educate your brain. A lady likes a man that can hold a conversation, making sense…on his toes and aware of the world…using the right terms.


Show genuine respect and gratitude…be appreciative of your woman.
When there’s balance and equality…and you’re both on the same shelf, book and page….theres no striking out of this game.


You can sweep women off their feet, throw jackets over puddles and slow dance in the streets…but, whatever you do…always refrain from being untrue. Show your true colors…show her the respectable gentleman in you…show her, YOU.

Under arrest...

I’m not a weak being… On the contrary, I’m a strong being…and my heart is still beating. 

I know, shocking..ain’t it? Considering a part of my heart had been beaten.

but…I’m a strong being. and in my foreseeing, 
I might’ve brought upon some negativity…only because I was positively thinking you were keeping it..real…though really, you were using trickery…
in an attempt to keep me safe on “lay away” while you went ahead and led astray… 
feeding them the same pigeon food you used to feed me…

Continually asking myself, how can I still want you? 
everything you’ve put me through and I…can still leave it all behind…I can do the impossible and never rewind, living in the present time…

but you…everytime…..every. single. time we turn sour for the rest of every hour, of every day is because you continue to live your life astray…where does your heart truly lay?
you forget, the one that’s always been here for you….aware and always with a care. 
you’re true best friend, your lady and lover till the end. 
So much so…I still hold on to you and the things we can do..stop talking already and show me the warrior your meant to be. 

Shine your light for the world to see. 
King of THIS Castle…lately, you’ve been creating our situation into a hassle. 
any negative notion comes from the causing and effecting of your…action and/or, lack of action…affecting me in such a way, it causes an unintentional, REaction…     

but it isn’t me, REacting that way, nah…its my heart. 
yeah…remember, my heart? 
you used to keep her up on a shelf, secure..where you cherished her health…my heart, remembers you well, and well…I will, refrain from pessimism because optimism brings reward. 

I know you’re still in love too…

it's same strong reason being, neither one of us can leave it alone..Only I, should…be the smarter one in this boat… 
mistreatment and misunderstanding has created a black hole within my, whole.  
There’s only so much one can take…thing is…you haven’t really done shit to me for me to intake…the fact that frustrates me most, causing me to..keep. this. going…is your lack of commitment…respect and love…amongst “the simple” in life. 

All i’ve been craving is the chance to gain some reassurance of you…I feel you’ve left the wrong impression on me… 
lets jump start the chance to get to know one another again…. 
we met when we were pre-teens. 
began dating when we were teens. 
fell in love when at the age of sixteen…

Nowadays, You’ve been convicting me of loving thee…making all my feelings crime-fully. 
No texting. No calling. No communicating. 
Unfinished business, kill a lady…or drive her mental nuts crazy. 

lack of all this should…ALL BE ME…no attention giving, wanting and needing the distance this needs…blah, blah bull! things that shouldn’t and things that should. 
One day you’re here, next day you’re there…day after that, your back and unaware of what to share….keep it really real, if its real. 

Open your blind, dry, red eyes…you’re viewing me as a blessing in disguise, but why?…I am not hiding who i truly am and the blessings on the insides…I’m close to prefect…inside and out...at least that's what you've preached to me. 
and I…have been ME, this whole time. now you, you’ve been unpredicatable and unstabilized. 
Nomad living…Jumping from home to home, trying to make your dreams alive and I…still supporting your every stride. 

We’re not suppose to change, we’re just entitled to evolve… we always are who we are, we’re just suppose to grow up.. 

you act as if im asking you for something odd…as if I’m the pretty little psycho path that fell in love with you in just 4 months…bitches go crazy for you, and as much as I don’t know why…it sure as hell is true…but me, I’ve been here all along. 

…The same truthful lady you fell in love with…begging for you to notice me once again…wanting the solid chance to remain a part of our step to step journey…our dreams only…you keep neglecting me…treating me silently…we keep on falling…and this, this is not the way we should be building…
you mean a lot to me… 
these days its hit or miss..causing everything to be, hardly simple. the situation has grabbed my attention for the day…causing everything to be, simply hard…it always, is what it is, but this nonsensical shit, is not accurate…

my phone vibrates, and my heart beats hard at the sound of it…i rush frantically searching and hoping for your name to appear clear on the caller ID, but it doesn’t appear. 
I hide my thoughts and feelings because you make me feel as if they’re all wrongfully charged…does crime pay at all? 

My fear in this, is…we’ve come far, but hardly at all…never given our solidified fair share chance at clearing this up…making it right…yet we’re always making it wrong. 

with me, take it step by step. leaving it all behind.
walk down the solid line, starting fresh. no regrets. new beginnings…and no ends. 
I know that feelings, of being in love, are sometimes unnecessary, when you have so many people loving you, for free. but being in love is one special thing…and being a man’s spacial lady, is even more of beautiful and special thing that I…want in…but the love of my life…the real deep consistent love…i want to feel, isn’t currently residing here…

I find that people live without the “simple things” all the time…but I’ve been silent partnering and loving, without them for quite some time. 

ironically, at your best and at your worst, I will always be here for you. 

Just Imagine, I have a lot to offer you…you just don’t know it cause you yet, don’t deserve it…and YOU…you bring the negative energy out of my chi and into the atmosphere…you’re the type to say one thing and do another for the sake of…probably nothing. Im sure with time, you will find, in your mind and deep within your soul, body and heart…all along, the one from the start…was always your best friend…even when apart…I just hope then, it ain’t too late.

In the meantime, Im under arrest for still feeling you the way i do…and you…you’re under arrest for always undergoing confusion….keep in mind, our memory of our melodies make beautiful music…art and poetry. theres nothing left to do but believe….. 

and just breathe. bail me on outta here….

A new year, for you to Feel...

a New year…a mental chance to gain a new stance…a stronger balance and grip, on life… Become who you want to become, make the changes you want to make, gain the power you deserve in life…we all are destined to shine. With the right state of mind, the right outlook on life arrives. The negative vibes need to be declined. It’s a new start…new beginnings and fresh thoughts. Escape the old, embrace and create the new…ness. Demolish the stress, burry dead weight, delete the fallacies. Let things be…life happens naturally. Love freely. Prevail, progress…Proceed. Your brain needs Feeding as much as your tummy. No one is useless, visions are clearer for all to feel…thoughts fresh, like newly cut grass on a summer day. What I’m trying to say…my main point, is…positive notations my friends. It’s all in the flow of the energy…the universe responds...so keep your energy flowin sacred...remain contact with natures naturalizations, taking your inhalations of great life...there will never be no love at all, because everything and everyone is love, in all. Life is Beautiful, maintain your cool...everyday is new....forget a new years resolution and just begin a revolution...energetic innovations. 

Get a grip

pensive notion. let it go. too much deep thinking can leave you in a whole, sinking..drowning and frowning…just go with this flow…flow of life..feel your glow…dripping in gold everywhere we go. its on the surface, the truth be told. jealousy tendencies, don’t let us breathe, or see with 20/20 vision..it makes everything one big mission…let all the negativity flee and living entitles glee..and achieving. motivation is key. along with determination in this situation..its vividly clear that lack of communication can pursue confrontation..dedication fits all equations. commitment, is huge…in all that we do. gliding right through..rough, tough and GREAT times too. dont dwell on anything, try your hardest..no one makes it out alive anyway…though our souls will stay behind…so maintain your cool, your rock, your positive fuel. positive energy gets us a long way on a day to day basis…each and every giving day is smoother than the one before cause its always bright in the sight of beautiful life. even gloomy days which entitle lots of shade...sunlight always finds its way, playing hide and seek, peaking through clouds, so gray…pure sun rays strain…but not in a unpleasant way. everything is always better today. its another breathing day..waking up, living, and seeing… having the capability of remembering and dreaming…making those very dreams, realities. stay positive. negativity is empty. life is a beauty. love is love, surrounding us. art is soulful..and music is everything. live day to day, stress free and friendly. kodak moments are cheap…the price is free..just like love.