Monday, May 17, 2010

this......is all I wanna do.

All I wanna do is capture a serious of candid moments through my thirty five millimeter camera, write my feelings and rhyme at the same time, smoke massive amounts of herbals.... light candles, smile and laugh everyday, love everyone that loves me and live......live this life the right way, array and not stray....
Not stray away from my developmentals and these essentials.. following me. 

these initials, V.C... can stand for a lot of things.. but in this case, it only stands for... moi, Vanessa Castillo.. the little outgoing undercover shy, Latin Miamian woman ready to take on the world, one fake at a time.... 
this shit doesn't even have to rhyme..but I like to talk shit n make sense with some wit to it... No need to dumb shit down, like some say..Speak your mind and unwind your words, so mortals can comprehend the words as a whole, for what it's worth...

We all sit here, just.. 'living life' but what the fuck we living for?......money..like we some kinda whore. 
What happened to commitment, love, fulfilment, reproduction, ext... this conduction has disrupted the normality of humanity..... 

Back in the days....Love existed, friendship was never twisted and life.... Well, life was livable. Now, we see people visable shootin heroin, takin cocaine.. Fuckin up they're brains...... Such a damn shame.

All I know is, I'm here....here for me, myself..... To live, learn, yearn, adorn, grow, be someone, meet 'that' someone, make someone, my very own....cloan..my child... The only thing I'll leave behind once my time is has reached it's end... when it's all over and done and I am...gone..
My children live on, then their children and so on and so forth....this life is worth.....that and much more.
They'll live To tell stories and make somebodies of themselves....and it'll be all..thanks to my husband and I...we accomplished...like we always knew we would. 

All I wanna do.....is live....
We don't go up to heaven or down to hell.. na....I mean...believe what you want, were all entitled to our very own opinion.. but well, in my opinion, my theory, my anology....it's all energy, energy and astrology.......Ha. 

Get with the program, flip to page one and begin practicing the real cycle of living. Take the bicycle and go on the ride...smoothly and peacefully... day by day, minute by minute, second by second..... 
it's quite exhilirating and thrilling.....this feeling of living freely, try it...... 
 All I wanna do...is live.... 


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