Such is life.... and it's getting sucher & sucher......

Not really there, but there......

Like the thoughts, in my brain trailing away, day by day..

like the knots, underneath my skin-I'm tense.... and my senses.. they're off ... Off and on, More on than off........

Shoot, my thoughts... they're trailing again-LOVE.... 

what is love? love is a drug.. the kinda drug i want.. not the kind i need na.. nothin' compared to weed...

MONEY... dough... this.. this is important though, you know... cash, i need it fast.. gimme the loot. This life, shit.... This life is ALLLL about that, greenish paper with distinct numbers..on em' .. numbers and faces.... faces of different men of importance...... 

Whoa-MUSIC...

 Music is life, live it... closely knit. 

Lets dance... dance-grind-kiss then maybe after, all the laughter.... FUCK.. heartstruck-SEX... 

now sex is fun... but only with, the one... these other dudes are just dick, i guess still fun but.. only for me to be free...  dick, that i would probably-never even lick, yuck.. naaa, i let my downstairs lips, do that shit--TATTOOS.. 

Tattoos and piercings, piercings and trees, its definitely ME.. Respect it, we're all different... makes the universe, diverse...

MEN.... suck, ha-FRIENDS.. 

friends and family, they cause an eternity of happy.. points in time, throughout this life-SCHOOL.. 

school is not for fools, in fact.. i attract everything i rack, infinite wisdom, flickering and triggering my thought process and decision making, no faking...  

these fools, fools not in school, are disastrous-SLACKERS.. 

entertain you brain and gain.... knowledge.

wake up, smell the maryjane.... pick up a book, crook.... then float.. float away to cope-ha.

But Check me, I've got this crown, right.. of new knowledge, new outlook and new aspect on ..... life and when I wear it... it feeds..

my brain.. and hits my veins through my soul and back inside my dome......

There, but not there ......

No sense in being tense and holdin on to something that's not there ..... 

farewell

V

this day........

The sun shined so bright
Its a great day so far right.
Everyhings in my favor.
I took a  hit and blew it in the air.
Listen, DONT speak to me cause I simply don't care.
You leave me lonely and i'll leave you right there.
Right there, where you stand scared.
Like a woman losing her hair.

write.... just, write .....

Oh no.. On every corner every mortal, is a wolf ... in sheeps clothin' .. lurkin'-scopin'-searchin'.. tryin' ta see-find-grasp, breathe... the reality of...  LIFE.....
This one here not that one out there.. where it's all just a stare, not like you genuinely care, Only leading them to believe the mischief, you come along with...


See, the missing link is, it wasn't always like this....
Na, you were a king.. A king with gentle eyes and soft truthful lips.. a king that spoke upon the language of, LOVE.... Truth and Desire.... they'd murmur facts, facts and memories, memories of love.... 
Na, not that puppy love, that REAL puppy love.... The kinda real love that, turns into an eternal devotion of motion.. THAT, love... remember? 


reflecting THAT.. number, that "eternal" number that has symbol... circulating us, forever. that same number that existed way before it all got twisted ... and, that date-that number.... DAMN, that number.. Same number that pops out at me, EVERYWHERE; here and there ... there and here.. but, it's that same number.. and love, that caused you fear... So much fear you steer, away... so far away, it's cold where you stay and scorching hot where I play.... So explain, where's halfway???


To you, it's ALLLLL about the money, money and the fame, the fame IN the game... Or how you would say.... SUCCESS..
but, what about the rest? 
The plans we planned? Maaan...... 


When did these stars un..... align.. ha, untwine AND rewind? 


To her knowledge they were one, a solid pair, ONE..
till this cold world, turned them old, and with just one glance away.. it was gone.. 


Gone. Gone and distorted, converting them to stone after they molded their time together.... WHY? 


Despite the weather... nine outta ten, shit was fine, wine and dine.. and grind ... Mmmm sounds nice. 


yep, she want that old thing back, but that.. that past is just that.... the PAST-tense, of it all.. It just don't make clear sense..
see cause the future, the future was their time, time for their mutual connection.. Now just pause for a moment... let it all soak in.... 


this beautiful disaster is your master and you shall return faster than that Rasta, on that same corner as before, smokin' his spliff, quickly lit ... illuminating his perception of resurrection towards the direction of ..... hope. 


Mental mystic shit, to cope with.. Feel me? ... 
and if you feel me, do you REALLY, hear me? 


It's this world, this world here you see, I'm stuck in... walls, enclosin' .. moniterin' my.. every moment.. won't it just, STOP. 


Well.... She'll breakthrough, breakthorugh without you and then you'll see, you'll realize... you'll see the ONE, under your nose.. the one for you, was always ME, FREE, LOVE... i gave thee....








V

Just takin a ride on the time machine..

so much on my mind, i just can't recline.. but I'll unwind and be back just in time....

See... in my world, the grass is purple, and these clouds are pink....  yeah, we smoke colorful frosty leaves, to help expand our horizon-s, similar to the god of sea, Poseidon...
We're just too real. too real and ideal for you to feel.. 


 If you open your mouth in an attempt to speak, we hope u got somethin' ta say, cause you look rather weak, on the inside, but don't hide.... let ya colors shine bright, otherwise, you and your dick can get ta walkin, runnin, joggin' ..... Whatever you please, whatever you may...
keep it real in every single fuckin way.
 It's not that hard, arrogant son... of, energy...  smoke a blunt, sip a brew, but whatever you do, i ask of you, live by the truth...
Ha, yep, you were right, when you quoted that slum village track that night....what love got to do wid'it? [heh] ask SV, its all bullshit.......
Well yo, how's about we watch the good times roll since there's really no time for punk shit... sensitive hearts.... fake busts, or lust! FUCK!


We were fit, to be better than this.... and like lil wayne says... "maan, fuuck these niggas..."
all these dudes wanna do is play in the sand, cause they don't comprehend, the real meaning of .... love.
Lust, Fuck, Bust-ing... it's what it's all about, but im out quicker than you can shout COME....BACK, cause you lack, that devotion, dedication, comprehension, commitment. You're missing that..... whatchamacallit? Emotion.... of this notion.


Im just doin me, and we just do us. so you just... just go and do you.......
I'll stand tall, five feet and all, cause this here, this here is my inevitable withdrawal and well... as you know love, I'm a star, shinin' above, till you learn to call. For now, it's too little too late since all you did was fake... 
I'll see you when the time's right, cause you truly are my knight.... my love, my rib... this isn't goodbye, no...  it's see you later, beat maker, dream waker...  take it easy and stay breezy.. let's just stop the teasin..... FOR NOW, ciao...
See, cause my world, my world is colorful ... with or without, YOU..... 










woo pensive brain on the loose.
V